The last couple of days have been rough. Not rough like ""I have too much to do" or "bad things have happened." Just rough because my hormones are all out of wack!
Wednesday I was productive, almost hyper, and giddy all afternoon and night. I could barely go to sleep because I just was so "wired"! But then, I guess, with every up you must come down.

And when you're pregnant...you come WAY down! (or at least I do!) Yesterday was one of those days where I
felt like everything was fine...but then found myself snapping at people unexpectedly and becoming easily irritated by little things that should NOT have been a big deal at all. I felt overwhelmed by everything around me--even to the point of feeling claustrophobic. (which wasn't great when people wanted to hug me and comfort me... ) I found myself wanting to burst into tears at the tiniest frustrations. And of course, had to cry myself to sleep last night.
Poor Ryan... I know he hates to see me cry. Sometimes I just can't help it though! (He knew what he was getting into when we were in high school though! I often couldn't finish a math test without crying on his shoulder! lol)
Today has been better...however I don't feel completely "up" again yet. I have been able to be productive and get dishes, laundry, and wrapping some gifts done. However, I have no motivation to do anything fun like blog, scrapbook, go out, etc.
But despite all of this, I need to remember:
I am grateful to be pregnant. Grateful to have Kamryn. Grateful for a husband who is understanding and flexible and forgiving. Grateful for this Christmas season where I can have multiple opportunities to think of others and not just myself and my aches and pains. I'm grateful for Jesus Christ, who knows every feeling I am feeling, even when my hormones are so up and down!
So no matter how blue I get during and after this pregnancy...everything will be alright!