Why do I do this to myself?!

Both kids are sleeping. Ryan is at work. I had a hard time waking up this morning.  My patience is draining... I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping.  I should be sleeping.

But no, I'm blogging and scrapbooking and picture organizing!

And I ask, why do I do this to myself?!  

But the answer is--I don't enjoy sleeping like I enjoy "creating"!  

My physical body is the reason I need sleep---but my spirit and emotional self just won't have it!

Where is the balance (and the sanity)?! :)